I'm offically closing down my blog.
I forsee not being able to blog as much any more so I won't bother. I will have another blog tho but I rather keep it a personal thing.
Thanks for surfing thru my blog and giving your views, comments, sympathies, advices and all that.
*BIG muahhhhhhhs
*LadyGem
Dear Diary,
I think I'm in love...
I met him 2 months back. We got acquainted because I had to deal with him for a certain brand, which is participating in my company's program. We talked about work initially and then exchanged some emails and suddenly work-related emails became personal. We exchanged MSN ids and started chatting everyday (as we have internet access and chat programs available at work). At 1st, we chat about general stuff and was a getting-to-know process. We became closer and started sharing intimate details about ourselves. It became sexual.
In the end, we decided to have a NSA (no-strings-attached) relationship. This was fine by me as I enjoyed him company and I had NSA before. We both agreed that there should be no feelings and emotions involved. Again, that was fine by me as I am quite detached from my NSA partners in the past.
Just when I was thinking to myself that this is gonna be fun and no risk at all, I got hit by an emotional truck. We hooked up on the 29th of December 2005. He was a wild beast and I wasn't any tamer. The sex was awesome. Multiples... If you know what I mean. So much so, I had to ask to stop but he just wanted to keep going. All in all, the passion was so hot, we had 5 servings of it and spent almost 5 hours together. We took breaks in-between sessions and we talked, about everything and anything under the sky. We got to know each other better. Debated on religions. It was superb. A total dream come true for me. Not only is he a great lover, he is intelligent, funny, experienced, cute and well-versed. I think I enjoyed the conversations, cuddling, holding hands and caressing more than the sex.
The moment we parted, I felt hollow. I HAD to see him or at least, hear from him. I smsed him telling him that I had a great time and hope he did too. He replied saying that it was awesome. How overjoyed I was to know that I pleased him. To be honest, we are still in contact till today and we have been building a closer relationship (I hope), with him calling me pet-names (is that a good sign?) and admitting that he enjoys my company as much I do his and that we have a certain kind of connection. Day by day, it's getting better and closer. I can only hope for the best.
Now, I know that some people who will be reading my blog will ask, "what about Matty?", well all I can say is that I've moved on as Matty hasn't been picking up my calls nor returning them and no replies for my smses as well. I do still miss him very much and cherish all the times we had together. It ain't easy to let go as we have unofficially been together for 6-7 years now. Given a choice, I'd choose Matty any day but unfortunately, this is a 1-way relationship and he's so darn far away. As for my new beau (OS), he's so close, so much so, I have to deal with him even in work and things seem to be working out for us. I have all my fingers, toes and anything crossable, crossed for hopes to be together with OS.
